Monday, July 5, 2010
What to say
Well it's hard to believe that it has been almost a year since my last post. Life is going pretty good, I have money. I'm on break from OSU and I don't really need a job. I'm hanging out with my friends and trying to go to the bars less and less......not really that hard to do.... Any who, I spend my days deep in thought thinking about what could have been, what has come to pass, and what will be, deep I know right. I have one main thing that I really want to talk about and it is that LUKE SEIFFERT is a poor poor loser!!!! I mean seriously I was owning him in Halo 3 ODST and he claims that the score is 3-3 when I know that the score really is 3-2. With me being the victor of course. Because of his insistence we now have a TIE-BREAKER coming up to decide the true winner. Best 4 out of 5 games should be a good way to judge.... LUKE your going down like the Russian did against Rocky Balboa!!
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Things and movies that scare me.
So where do I begin.....
I was up last night watching the movie Cloverfield. Among all of the movies that I have seen in my lifetime I would say that I could rate this as one of the scariest movies I have seen to date. It is not the scariest movie per ce, but it ranks pretty high on the list. The thing that scared me the most about the movie was the main characters running through the subway tunnel and then being chased and attacked by those insect like creatures. I quite literally jumped up in my bed and yelled out loud "Run" and then I buried my head under my covers. I'm pretty sure it wasn't the fact that they were being chased more so the fact that I hate bugs of any sort. That isn't the only thing the gives me the jitters. When I went to the theater and saw Batman: The Dark Knight with my friends the movie gave me chills. I wasn't exactly scared of it but their were certain parts that I found really just plain evil. After I see movies that have like pop out scary things, I get anxiety attacks and I'm all panic-like for a couple of weeks afterward. I' am so pathetic.
Other things that scare me spiders, big bees, CLOWNS; referring to the movie "IT" based on the novel written by Stephen King. Sigh so those are the things that scare me. Yeah you probably are thinking that I'm a major loser, but I don't care what you think. I'm just able to be easily scared by things like that.
Now if my life was at stake or or that of one of my friends I would fight and shed my fear of the situation around me. It is said that when a person faces a situation where there life line, they can summon amazing amounts of strength and courage. I' am one of those people. I will would never give up trying to protect someone I love. But to be completely honest I try to avoid such confrontations as much as possible. I don't believe in the act of violence except in self defense, but even then I would only inflict minimum harm to that which wishes to harm me.
I was up last night watching the movie Cloverfield. Among all of the movies that I have seen in my lifetime I would say that I could rate this as one of the scariest movies I have seen to date. It is not the scariest movie per ce, but it ranks pretty high on the list. The thing that scared me the most about the movie was the main characters running through the subway tunnel and then being chased and attacked by those insect like creatures. I quite literally jumped up in my bed and yelled out loud "Run" and then I buried my head under my covers. I'm pretty sure it wasn't the fact that they were being chased more so the fact that I hate bugs of any sort. That isn't the only thing the gives me the jitters. When I went to the theater and saw Batman: The Dark Knight with my friends the movie gave me chills. I wasn't exactly scared of it but their were certain parts that I found really just plain evil. After I see movies that have like pop out scary things, I get anxiety attacks and I'm all panic-like for a couple of weeks afterward. I' am so pathetic.
Other things that scare me spiders, big bees, CLOWNS; referring to the movie "IT" based on the novel written by Stephen King. Sigh so those are the things that scare me. Yeah you probably are thinking that I'm a major loser, but I don't care what you think. I'm just able to be easily scared by things like that.
Now if my life was at stake or or that of one of my friends I would fight and shed my fear of the situation around me. It is said that when a person faces a situation where there life line, they can summon amazing amounts of strength and courage. I' am one of those people. I will would never give up trying to protect someone I love. But to be completely honest I try to avoid such confrontations as much as possible. I don't believe in the act of violence except in self defense, but even then I would only inflict minimum harm to that which wishes to harm me.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Where am I?
So here I' am, 2009 in college enjoying my life...................not, I hate the classes I'm taking, my friends don't get me, I constantly blame everything that is wrong with my life on something other than myself. I' am pretty lame. I have this theory that in order for me to be truly happy I need to find a place where I belong. I don't have a certain group of friends that I choose to associate myself with. Instead I wander and hang out with different people that give me comfort. I am a wanderer. I had a best friend twice before. It was awesome, we talked and knew everything about each other, of course it was a semi- long distance relationship but we still were great friends. Ever since we stopped talking about a year ago I have been wandering and trying out new and extremely different things, dangerous things. I'm still waiting for the day when I will have that special group of people that mean so much to me that I wouldn't leave them ever until I found my true love. And even then I would still see them on a regular basis, they are what make me me.......
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Welcome to my mind
Hey whats up guys. So I just got over a week long cold; sore throat, coughing, icky nose. And my friends were joking, with me asking me if I had swine flu or aids. Aids can you believe that I mean I haven't even had sex yet.............. maybe I shouldn't have shared that. Hey don't judge me, I'm waiting for the right person and I want my first time to be special and mean something. How many of you can say that they regret who they lost their virginity to? Well I can't and I' am not ashamed to say that. Blah I feel kind of depressed now, oh and I totally had one of those flashback moments when I saw the movie "Sex Drive." Do you remember when he was playing with that box of rubbers and was like confused? Ha, well that is not gonna be me.
Oh yeah one more thing. There is a friend of mine that I am going to leave anonymous, but there were tornado warnings my area and I could even hear the sirens. So I was texting him and he was he was like "your going to die", and he said that over and over. What a Pretentious "B". I stopped cussing by the way. Seriously though I still love and respect him but that just hurt.....
- I have great hair
- I'm only semi-naive
- I'm only slightly gullible
- That guy was lame which I' am so not
- I love to party........though it has been awhile, I should get on that
- I have morals and ethical beliefs
- I have great hair and I'm only a little self centered
- I love people and as well as being able to easily approach people I am also easily approachable
- I don't consider my self better than others
- I love to laugh
Oh yeah one more thing. There is a friend of mine that I am going to leave anonymous, but there were tornado warnings my area and I could even hear the sirens. So I was texting him and he was he was like "your going to die", and he said that over and over. What a Pretentious "B". I stopped cussing by the way. Seriously though I still love and respect him but that just hurt.....
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